I love and need her but sometime I hate her

Who? My mom. On my job, I wrote she's the one who inspires me. But............... ergh I don't like her behave sometime........

She said "Don't waste money, it's better used for your school fee.." But she used the money for jewelry, shoes, dress,etc. But me? She told that I've to get in style don't just use jeans but herself never allows me to buy at girls shop..and she always wastes money for unimportant thing. She already has so much common things but she always buys the new one. And me? My shirt/t-shirt only a few but she never lets me buy any...

aaaaaaaaaargh!

And today.. I was taking a bath and already had a plan with my father going to watch movie. But when I opened the bathroom door... there are guests. So I came back to the bathroom. Then father told me to out because they wanna take wudhu I said I'm just using towel. He told me to use the clothes that I used before took a bath but it was already wet. My maid brought me the new one but I didn't wanna wear it in bathroom, why? It was very hot. My mom started yelling and telling my bad and acting like she was the poor one. What the fuck? Sucks! Ergh I hate that.

Why you are so easy to angry? Why don't you follow your siblings? I hate you...

Farewell Party Picts of Me

These are fppom wkwkwk. Iseeeeeng.....gue ga ada baju cewe sooooooooo? Jadi cowo juga jadi -_-

Bonita, my girl :D
















Casey, my another girl

With my girls

That's all haha goodnight ppl! (bye)

Foto-foto di Dufan

Selain foto badut mesum itu.......ada yang lain. Diambil pake kamera ka Efata. (iseng aja naro sini)

Great Last Days!

Beep beep! (means hello)

Yeah, I was having great last days! First, Dufan... It was very great. Then, grade 9 graduation. Even I was only singing there, but I saw their faces were soooo happy that they have graduated from junior high school. I saw --- too!

Hemmmm... oh yeah, my mom back home. She had a big operation. Get well soon, Mom.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaand the greatest is........... grade 9 farewell! Luckily, I was invited as the name of OSIS. But I dressed like a boy. It's nice enough to have some couples with the girls haha. Eventhough, I could see --- and the performances. They were inviting DJ and we(the audience) dancing in front of the stage. Soooooooooooooo nice. Oh yeah, he looked handsome HAHAHA. When the reggae band ( I forget the name) and Cookies Affair band performing, we also dancing in front of the stage crazily.

At last, at half past eleven, the party was over. Yeah we had to go home. But, at last --- talked to me with --- big smile. (no, I'm not forgetting Kebo. But I have to. So can't I talk about another boy?) And I think last night was the real farewell for 'us'. Good bye, dude. See you next time.

Bestfriends?

What does it mean?

I'm a bossy girl, I know. But that doesn't mean you all have to hide your story from me.

For my bestfriends from elementary school. I hope you read and realise how I feel so dissapointed. You all hide your relationship and your love things from me. It doesn't mean I must know everything about you. But I just wanna share.

Don't deny that I didn't ask you (for one of you). I have asked you. But you didn't tell me. And now, you already have a problem about your love things. Than when I ask it you'll try to tell me many excuses. I'm dissapointed. I still love you guys. But you don't even care about me.

Things that I hate so much

Things that I hate areeeeeeee:

1. Posers & emo
Yap, everything's posers. But the most hated posers are the people who admit they're metalheads but they're even emo and they like emo band such as a7x what the fuck is that? And they don't even know metal. Suck! And emo, you're such a stupid. Just think about sad and blablabla. And your style is so ghetto.

2. People who pretend they know me
I hate that so much. They don't even know me but they greet me. They say not important things and ask me to tell my name, etc. Yucks.

3. Backstabber & Currish
All the backstabbers who only dare to stab or do something bad to me from my back. Oh shit man. And those people who have backstabbed me and not dare to say sorry and admit their vaults. Or may be, they under estimate me. Ya, they apologize but they don't really sorry. Go away!

4. Unpolite people
For those who don't know about politeness.

5. Metrosexual guys
Euw.. I think you're just too spoiling your body and your face. You're even tidier than the girls. Ouch! I prefer boys who don't think their appearance. That's more natural and they're not busy to think their bullshits.

Best Dufan Experience! (I think)

Jadi hari ini, tanggal 13 Juni 2009. Kita (gue, Deszan, Casey, Intan, Safira, Ka Efata, Adam, Tian, Mr. Andre) pergi ke dufan. Tanggal sih 13 tapi ga brarti sial. Awalnya Ms. Elis diajak cuma ga bisa soalnya ke Tangerang sampe hari Minggu, Inez juga cuma dia banyak les, akhirnya Mr. Andre (Zhaga) yang awalnya ga ikut tapi diajak aja lah biar rame trus pas 10 walaupun masih kurang.

Wahana yang dinaikin (yah rata-rata):
Ombang", Pontang", Halilintar, Starwars, Istana boneka, Kora-kora, Kicir-kicir, Tornado, Extreme log, Rumah miring, Niagaragara, Rumah kaca, Arung jeram, Bianglala.

Yah, si Tian sama Adam paling pe-ma-les. Entah males ato takut yang pasti mereka paling sering absen dari wahana di atas. Yang paling rajin gue, Safira, Deszan, Zhaga. Yang asiknya, mama papa Deszan (Deszan yang ngajak dia yang bayarin) ikut masuk. Kayak satu tahun yang lalu tanggal 18 November 2007 (ya dua tahun) mereka bawain nasi bungkus lagi (oye!) sayangnya ga ada balado telor. Sorenya sebelum ke Arung Jeram juga kita makan pop mie dulu (pastinya gue nambah!). Setiap saat ada aja supply makanan dari ortu Deszan (nyam nyam nyam!).

Nah pas lagi istirahat makan pop mie, gue bilang, "Cas, montok tuh pantat bebeknya. Tendang!" Bah! Ditendang beneran. Trus si Bebek ngambek gitu ngomongin kita sama mbak" yang jaga. Si Adam treak, "Dosa mbak ngomongin orang!". Wkoakwokaowk. Nah si Tian minta poto ama badut, badutnya balik badan! Jadi sentimen gitu. Si Adam juga nyoba, hasilnya sama. HUAKAKAK. Akhirnya, si Casey, minta maap ama si badut, lah ngambek kaga mau ngomong. Tar ada fotonya. Dibantu sama Adam tetep aja marah. HAHAHA. Badut kaga tau diri lu.

badut ngambek

Pas kita ke extreme log, si badut diajak foto ama cewe, entah cewenya yang genit ato badutnya napsu, langsung dipeluk dari belakang tuh cewek. Tapi kan kita ceng-cengin dari jauh, eh langsung dilepas. Woo badut mesum. Masa nyontohin ke anak kecil kek gitu. Tolol.

Trus, kita naik Arung jeram jam setengah enaman (sepi) yah sebelumnya kita naik extreme log (jam 5-an sepi juga). Nah yah ga sepi sih cuma antreannya ga panjang aja. Kita ketemu orang trans tv bersama artisnya ada Fitri Tropica dan 2 orang lagi gue gatau (ga penting banget). Nah kita naik Arung jeram 2 kali. Sialnya, dua kali itu KAOS INTAN GA TERLALU BASAH! Paling cuma bagian bawahnya doang dikit.

Abis ganti baju istirahat dll, gue, ka Eta, Safi, Intan, Deszan, Tian naik Halilintar lagi siapa tau kering tuh baju dalem. Nah abis puteran pertama, gue minta lagi lanjut lagi (lagian ga ada pengunjung lain! cuma kita ber-6!). Sampe 3 kali, si yang jaga keterusan! Eh jadinya 4 kali deh. Waahaha! Seru! Gue ampe kebal dah tuh naik Halilintar. Buka mata aja berani (cuih).

Kita naik Ombang" lagi. Awalnya lambaaaat banget gue ngomel, "mas, lagi dong! Kurang banget!". Sama masnya dikencengin kek orang ngamuk! Lebih kenceng dari tadi siang. Tapi sayangnya cuma sekali doang. Kalo siang kan 3 kali. Yodah, kita turun si Desz ngajak ke Extreme log lagi, eh udah ngantri (walopun paling depan--langsung), eh mbaknya bilang LAGI RUSAK, TUNGGU 15 MENIT LAGI. Ogah! Mana sempet ke Bianglala?

Jadi kita malah main di tempat mainnya. Main perkusi lah, ngambil boneka Mario Bross lah (yang gagal), Dance lah. Akhirnya jadi juga ke Bianglala. Muter ampe 3 kali keknya. Yah indah lah hahaha. Abis itu kita pulang, nemu si Dufi poto-poto dah tuh. Udah gitu pas banget ujan! Kita nunggu bentar trus pulang deh. Whatta nice day!

Awards

Manymanymany tag here and there. I don't know what I should do now. Just post this.

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this is First Homework-nya;

1. 5 things found in my bag:
* t-shirt
* wallet
* pensil case
* handmade doll
* novel
2. 5 things found in my purse:
* money
* Photos
* School card
* movie tickets
* paper soap

3. 5 favourite things in my room:
* beds
* books
* dolls
* a lil coffin of memories
* electronics

4. 5 thing I always wanted to do:
* be the best
* heard and respected
* very caring love from people
* muchmuch money so I can buy everything
* Better room&home

5. 5 things I currently into:
* Played basket
* browsing
* worry feeling
* ate
* pegel

The person who inspired you now is: mommy?
Your five impression of her:
* Smart
* Kind
* Caring
*
*

dan ternayat masih ada lagi prnya -,-

1. Punya handphone?
yep

2. Merk + tipe handphone?
Nokia 6120c

3.Warna/gambar theme yang lagi dipakai sekarang?
Bart Simpson theme

4. Wallpaper?
Bart itself

5. Warna casing?
Black

6. Aplikasi/folder yang pertama keliatan begitu tekan tombol 'menu'?
messaging

7. Bahasa yang digunakan di handphone?
English

8. Kapasitas baterai saat ini?
4/7

9. Pakai slot memory? Jenis?
Yep

10. Total kapasitas slot memori? Sisa kapasitas yang belum terpakai saat ini?
1 GB. Hem... 1-20 mb

11. Choice: Banyak terisi untuk apa memorinya?
- foto
- video
- lagu

12. Ada fitur koneksi Bluetooth?
Ada

13. Nama Bluetooth kamu saat ini?
stingymoosic.blogspot.com

14. Aplikasi yang paling sering kamu gunakan?
music player, gallery,ebuddy, messaging,opera mini

15. Sisa pulsamu saat ini?
18rb-an

16. Provider seluler yang kamu pake?
im3

17. Nomer handphone?
************

I tag:
Asdita, Maudy M., Ardel

What I feel about love now..?

Stupid post. I don't know what to do.. Here we go..

(In a rush - Blackstreet)
It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside


(Way down here - Superdrag)
but I would give most anything
to see you smile at me again
I don't know (since you've gone)
I don't know (since you've been gone)
what I'm supposed to do
way down here without you


(The way I am -Ingrid Michaelson)
Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.


(Last Day of our love - The Bird and the Bee)
there is nothing left to do or say
we tried our very best
and as we clear away
all the scraps of our happiness
i feel an ache in my chest


(Seven years - Saosin)
that mistake was gold 'cause I know
without you, is something that I could never do
That was right, staple the eyes and seven dates for me to
Sell machines and tear on


(Your call - Secondhand Serenade)
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember, butterfly, early summer?
It?s playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight


(Love song - 311)
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you


(Chin up - Copeland)
Back to where we started,
Losing who we were,
Everybody knows that,
I'd break your neck to keep my chin up.


(Littlest things - Lily Allen)
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Job about...................

10 Favorites
Favorite Season -- Winter
Favorite Time -- Noon
Favorite Food -- Almost all...............sushi!
Favorite Drink -- Root beer
Favorite Ice Cream -- Oreo ice cream
Favorite Sport -- Basketball
Favorite Actor -- Shia LaBeouf
Favorite Actress -- ...

9 Currents
Current Feeling -- Missing someone?
Current Drink -- Mineral water
Current Time -- 19.39
Current Show on TV -- ...
Current Mobile use -- Nokia 6120c
Current Windows -- XP
Current Underwear -- Pink
Current Clothes -- Basket short + shirt
Current Thought -- Will he take my present happily?

8 Firsts
First Nickname -- Shabika
First Kiss -- Moooom
First Crush -- Hadyus Santoso
First Best Friend -- GS
First Job -- Eater
First Toy -- Bear doll
First Pet -- Hamster!

7 Lasts
Last Drink -- Mineral water
Last Kiss -- Parrents
Last Meal -- Sayur asem
Last Web Site Visited -- Blogger
Last Movie Watched -- Dragon Ball evolution
Last Phone Call -- Father
Last TV show Watched -- Hallmark channel

6 Have You Ever...
Have You Ever Broken the Law -- Smoking? is that included?
Have You Ever Been Drunk -- not that drunk. only drank.
Have You Ever Kissed SomeoneSomething You Didn't Know -- No
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire -- Hem...no!
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped -- Yep
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart -- I think so..
Have You Ever Been Broken Hearted -- Yep :')

5 Things
Things You Can Hear Right Now -- Fan voice, 'Faster Kill Pussycat'
Things On Your Bed -- Pillow, guling, blanket, novel
Things You Ate Today -- Gulai+rice, Cordon Bleu, boiled egg
Things You Can't Live Without -- Technology and friends+family
Things You Do When You Are Bored -- Listen to the music, otak-atik, read

4 Places You Have Been Today-- School, home, Purwacaraka

3 Things On Your Desk Right Now -- Many

2 Choices -- Diet or no?

1 Place You Want To Visit -- Italy!

From: Nadia

I tag: Ardel, Maudy, EE (everyone else)

iklan 'three' malu"in

oke, jadi gue mau ngomongin soal iklan Three (3) yang baru" ini (ga terlalu baru juga) tentang MU vs Indonesia. Bukan maksudnya mau ngejelekin 3 ato gimana cuma... emmm

Yah lo pada tau kan yang iklan ttg tiket MU. Okeeee, sekarang cuma 3 doang yang baru jual. Udah gitu ditambah"in fitur/kartu khusus MU, pake info khusus lah apa lah... 3 seakan" ga ngedukung Indonesia banget. Gue tau kebanyakan orang Indonesia mungkin malah seneng MU dateng,tapi? 3 bukannya bantu dukung Indonesia biar menang ato semangat, tapi malah ...

Apa? Bagian dari promosi? Kalo pake tim Indonesia ga bakal ada yang mau gitu? Gak ko. Siapa bilang? Kalo emang iya, berarti 3 lebih mentingin duit daripada negara yang dipake buat numpang jualan. Masih untung Indonesia ngebolehin 3 buat jualan di sini. Tapi malah kayak gini.

Bukannya mau sok tegas ato gimana cuma... Gue ngeliatnya ga sreg aja. Seakan-akan tim Indonesia tuh jelek/ga ada yang suka. Jadi orang seakan-akan lebih nunggu MU dari pada kemenangan Indonesia.

Buat yang ikut promosi ini (bukannya ngelarang tapi cuma minta tolong buat em...): Woi, gimana Indonesia bakal maju olahraga bolanya kalo kalian malah ketipu ikut"an promosi sampah? Gue emang gangerti bola tapi at least gue masih peduli. Aset negara udah banyak yang dimaling ama negara sebelah yang bangsat itu. Coba kita majuin yang satu ini.