Small

Today I'm feeling so small
As small as an atom
As weak as the weakest thing
As egois as Hitler

Today I'm feeling so hated
As hated as a cockroach
As stupid as donkey

Why I'm stupid
Why I'm egois
Why I'm weak
Why I love him
The one who never cares about me anymore
The one who doesn't need me anyomore

Why I'm angry at her
The one who he likes

Who am I?
Do I deserve?