Gue menemukan beberapa hal MWAHAHAHA
1. Gue menemukan bahwa gue sangat pengen ketemu sama berinteraksi lagi sama 'Barry'. Miss you damn much!
2. Gue lagi nyari gaya foto baru yang ga pasaran. Karena gue wanna be different! Yah fish-eye? Oke" aja buat yang emang necessary. Tapi gue sangat amat membenci orang yang misalnya beli fish-eye cuma buat gaya, emang kenapa kalo gambarnya nonjol? Seneng hah?! Truuus gambar di blur? Pasaran cuih! Sekarang dengan bangganya gue punya gaya sendiri. Dan gue lagi seneng banget sama gaya itu dan GA ADA ORANG YANG BOLEH NIRUIN! Yaitu.................................. gambar pixel! Yah walaupun mungkin udah ada/banyak yang make pixel-art tp di kalangan anak" belom ada. Gue juga ga cuma asal pixel. Gue juga make art-nya, dan bukan cuma karena itu keren ato lucu. (yuck!) Foto yang ga pantes di pixel jgn dipaksain. Gue juga ga make buat gaya"an doang. Hm hm hm...
3. Gue menemukan lagu yang cocok buat 7E,8E,9E!!!!!!!!!!! My extraordinary class! ♥♥♥ Jadi gue pake lagunya Mika yang 'We are Golden'. Gue suka bgt lirik reff-nya
7E,8E,9E: "We are not what you think we are. We are golden, WE ARE GOLDEN!!"
Gue memproklamirkan biar ga ada yang nyontek dan ga ada yang ngambil ataupun niru :p
So get your own. Jangan ngambil dari orang dan jangan make cuma buat gaya"an doang.
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Rabu, 26 Agustus 2009
Minggu, 09 Agustus 2009
Doodling
Doodle: coretan
Doodling:mencoret-coret
Tapi sekarang udah banyak seniman doodle. Yah termasuk gue (walaupun masih amat sangat junior banget sekali minta ampun). Yah tapi gue sebenernya udah suka doodling dari dulu. Tapi doodle di sini udah masuk ke seni yang agak serius. Bukan cuma doodle main-main. Doodle udah jadi seni gambar yang dicampur-campur sama program komputer ini itu. Yah bisa liat hasil doodle gue di: deviantArt . Tapi apa permasalahannya skrg? Seperti dulu, fotografi gue emang udah suka fotografi lama sebelum ada trend itu dan gue jg punya dA gara-gara fotografi DAN SEBELUM ADA TREND ITU. Yah permasalahannya skrg adalah DULU FOTOGRAFI JADI PASARAN feeling gue DOODLE AKAN PASARAN SEBENTAR LAGI. WTF?! Gue dan Aulia, teman berdoodle gue, sangat amat gemas. Mungkin kalo fotografi gue masih terima SEDIKIT. Tapi doodle? GAK BOLEH. Selain doodle gue juga seneng bikin COLLAGE. JANGAN SAMPE COLLAGE PASARAN.
STOP DOODLE MURAHAN! STOP TREND-TREND-AN HOBI!
Walaupun hobi, tapi gue yakin pasti ga semuanya emang hobi. Ada juga yang cuma ikut-ikutan doang dan orang-orang kyk gitu payah! Payah banget! Bukannya gue ngelarang ya, cuma yah jangan sampe deh.
Doodling:mencoret-coret
Tapi sekarang udah banyak seniman doodle. Yah termasuk gue (walaupun masih amat sangat junior banget sekali minta ampun). Yah tapi gue sebenernya udah suka doodling dari dulu. Tapi doodle di sini udah masuk ke seni yang agak serius. Bukan cuma doodle main-main. Doodle udah jadi seni gambar yang dicampur-campur sama program komputer ini itu. Yah bisa liat hasil doodle gue di: deviantArt . Tapi apa permasalahannya skrg? Seperti dulu, fotografi gue emang udah suka fotografi lama sebelum ada trend itu dan gue jg punya dA gara-gara fotografi DAN SEBELUM ADA TREND ITU. Yah permasalahannya skrg adalah DULU FOTOGRAFI JADI PASARAN feeling gue DOODLE AKAN PASARAN SEBENTAR LAGI. WTF?! Gue dan Aulia, teman berdoodle gue, sangat amat gemas. Mungkin kalo fotografi gue masih terima SEDIKIT. Tapi doodle? GAK BOLEH. Selain doodle gue juga seneng bikin COLLAGE. JANGAN SAMPE COLLAGE PASARAN.
STOP DOODLE MURAHAN! STOP TREND-TREND-AN HOBI!
Walaupun hobi, tapi gue yakin pasti ga semuanya emang hobi. Ada juga yang cuma ikut-ikutan doang dan orang-orang kyk gitu payah! Payah banget! Bukannya gue ngelarang ya, cuma yah jangan sampe deh.
Jumat, 07 Agustus 2009
Hmph
HAH makanya punya sahabat itu dijaga. Jangan disia-siain. Jangan dicuekin. Dihargain. Jangan merasa lo ga butuh gue. Pake ngerasa ga bersalah. Siapa sih yang selama ini bela-belain lo depan orang? Siapa sih yang selama satu setengah tahun ini udah nemenin lo? Siapa sih yang selama ini lo jadiin tempat nangis? Siapa sih yang selama ini jadi tempat lo numpahin kemarahan lo? Siapa sih yang selama ini setia bgt nemenin lo?
Sekarang ngerasain kan? Biasanya kalo lo ada masalah gue yang ngebelain lo depan orang lain asal lo tau. Gue yang nasehatin lo. Pas lo 'dipukulin' siapa sih yang nungguin lo? Siapa sih yang jadi tumpangan lo pulang? Sekarang? Lo bikin orang-orang kesel sama kelakuan lo sendiri. Dulu sih gue yang belain lo, kasih penjelasan ke orang lain. Tapi sekarang? Buat apa? Toh lo udah ga ngehargain gue dan ga nganggep gue lagi kan? Sekarang udah ga ada yang belain lo. Mau siapa lagi hah? Pacar lo itu? Mau gitu dia?
Sekarang lo rasain aja deh akibat dari perbuatan lo. Biar lo puas. Pegang-pegangan lah sama cewe lo itu. Berbahagialah. Toh temen lo mau ngejauhin lo, lo jg ga peduli kan? Lo makan tuh cewe lo. Ga usah sok berbaik hati ngehargain hadiah dr gue dan temen-temen lo. Emang selama ini ketulusan gue ga dianggep. Lo pikir gue ngelarang lo kenapa? Karena 'kita' tau cewe itu. Karena lo sendiri yang ngeluh. Lo pikir gue kerajinan apa ngelarang-larang lo. Gue juga jaga nama baik lo di depan orang-orang tau?! Jangan ngeliat dari sisi cewek/cowoknya. Tapi lo pada liat dari sisi sahabatnya.
Padahal lo sendiri kan tau gue banyak masalah sama temen. Yang dikhianatin, ditusuk dari belakang. Dimunafikin. Gue pikir lo bisa jadi yang paling gue percaya karena lo paling lama temenan ama gue. Ternyata lo lebih memilih dia, dan masih bilang ga ada apa-apa. Bullshit. Emang busuk lo. Sama aja kayak mereka. Pengecut.
Sekarang ngerasain kan? Biasanya kalo lo ada masalah gue yang ngebelain lo depan orang lain asal lo tau. Gue yang nasehatin lo. Pas lo 'dipukulin' siapa sih yang nungguin lo? Siapa sih yang jadi tumpangan lo pulang? Sekarang? Lo bikin orang-orang kesel sama kelakuan lo sendiri. Dulu sih gue yang belain lo, kasih penjelasan ke orang lain. Tapi sekarang? Buat apa? Toh lo udah ga ngehargain gue dan ga nganggep gue lagi kan? Sekarang udah ga ada yang belain lo. Mau siapa lagi hah? Pacar lo itu? Mau gitu dia?
Sekarang lo rasain aja deh akibat dari perbuatan lo. Biar lo puas. Pegang-pegangan lah sama cewe lo itu. Berbahagialah. Toh temen lo mau ngejauhin lo, lo jg ga peduli kan? Lo makan tuh cewe lo. Ga usah sok berbaik hati ngehargain hadiah dr gue dan temen-temen lo. Emang selama ini ketulusan gue ga dianggep. Lo pikir gue ngelarang lo kenapa? Karena 'kita' tau cewe itu. Karena lo sendiri yang ngeluh. Lo pikir gue kerajinan apa ngelarang-larang lo. Gue juga jaga nama baik lo di depan orang-orang tau?! Jangan ngeliat dari sisi cewek/cowoknya. Tapi lo pada liat dari sisi sahabatnya.
Padahal lo sendiri kan tau gue banyak masalah sama temen. Yang dikhianatin, ditusuk dari belakang. Dimunafikin. Gue pikir lo bisa jadi yang paling gue percaya karena lo paling lama temenan ama gue. Ternyata lo lebih memilih dia, dan masih bilang ga ada apa-apa. Bullshit. Emang busuk lo. Sama aja kayak mereka. Pengecut.
Senin, 27 Juli 2009
Why is it so confusing!!!???
When I lost him......... I felt so lonely. I cried. When I saw him with another girl I was sad........ I cried. I screamed. Very loud. Made my friend crying too. When I started forgetting him. It was almost successed. Then he came again to me, and told me that he loves me. I was with him again. 
Then...suddenly I felt that he just using me. So I asked him to go away. I had promised to myself that I wouldn't care about him anymore and forgetting him. So I could. I have said to my friends that my feeling has been free and I already like another boy and singing Fugu's song "here today". But he... He still calling me. Sms-ing me. And telling me that he still loves me. Hey boy, you already have a girl!! WTF?! ..........then I doubt my own feeling. I can't lie to my own feeling. Do I still love him? 'Cause I never wanna see his fb or his story anymore. I'm afraid. Afraid to cry again. Why when I have sure that I'm free the doubt feeling comes?! WHY LOVE IS SO CONFUSING. Oh bloody hell!
Then...suddenly I felt that he just using me. So I asked him to go away. I had promised to myself that I wouldn't care about him anymore and forgetting him. So I could. I have said to my friends that my feeling has been free and I already like another boy and singing Fugu's song "here today". But he... He still calling me. Sms-ing me. And telling me that he still loves me. Hey boy, you already have a girl!! WTF?! ..........then I doubt my own feeling. I can't lie to my own feeling. Do I still love him? 'Cause I never wanna see his fb or his story anymore. I'm afraid. Afraid to cry again. Why when I have sure that I'm free the doubt feeling comes?! WHY LOVE IS SO CONFUSING. Oh bloody hell!
Minggu, 28 Juni 2009
I love and need her but sometime I hate her
Who? My mom. On my job, I wrote she's the one who inspires me. But............... ergh I don't like her behave sometime........
She said "Don't waste money, it's better used for your school fee.." But she used the money for jewelry, shoes, dress,etc. But me? She told that I've to get in style don't just use jeans but herself never allows me to buy at girls shop..and she always wastes money for unimportant thing. She already has so much common things but she always buys the new one. And me? My shirt/t-shirt only a few but she never lets me buy any...
aaaaaaaaaargh!
And today.. I was taking a bath and already had a plan with my father going to watch movie. But when I opened the bathroom door... there are guests. So I came back to the bathroom. Then father told me to out because they wanna take wudhu I said I'm just using towel. He told me to use the clothes that I used before took a bath but it was already wet. My maid brought me the new one but I didn't wanna wear it in bathroom, why? It was very hot. My mom started yelling and telling my bad and acting like she was the poor one. What the fuck? Sucks! Ergh I hate that.
Why you are so easy to angry? Why don't you follow your siblings? I hate you...
She said "Don't waste money, it's better used for your school fee.." But she used the money for jewelry, shoes, dress,etc. But me? She told that I've to get in style don't just use jeans but herself never allows me to buy at girls shop..and she always wastes money for unimportant thing. She already has so much common things but she always buys the new one. And me? My shirt/t-shirt only a few but she never lets me buy any...
aaaaaaaaaargh!
And today.. I was taking a bath and already had a plan with my father going to watch movie. But when I opened the bathroom door... there are guests. So I came back to the bathroom. Then father told me to out because they wanna take wudhu I said I'm just using towel. He told me to use the clothes that I used before took a bath but it was already wet. My maid brought me the new one but I didn't wanna wear it in bathroom, why? It was very hot. My mom started yelling and telling my bad and acting like she was the poor one. What the fuck? Sucks! Ergh I hate that.
Why you are so easy to angry? Why don't you follow your siblings? I hate you...
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